Biracial Identity | Seeking to Be Unconditioned

Essay Freedom

Biracial Identity | Seeking to Be Unconditioned


Already at nine years of age, we sensed that perceptions weren’t truths. We knew that fear-generated anxiety narrowed choices and exacerbated hate. We saw that racism had no color of origin and wondered at life’s purpose, when love for your fellow man seemed conditional rather than unconditioned.

We were army brats in the late fifties and, after a stateside birth, spent the next six years on a base in Frankfurt, Germany. As an African-American soldier, our father was originally stationed at the US Army garrison in Mannheim, an industrial city along the Neckar River. That’s where he met and later married our German-born mother.

Their union was struggle-filled, aggravated by cultural, social, and economic legacies prevalent in both countries that fostered racism and gender inequality on the one hand, and strong bonds of devotion and loyalty on the other.

Essentially, we grew up socially isolated because we weren’t black or white, and culturally isolated, precisely because we were both. When we returned stateside as second-graders, we childishly determined not to claim any specific ethnic identity, to walk the middle line amidst an American population in deep crisis over how to engage with a burgeoning mixed-race population of children.

School-days were frankly hazardous and encompassed years of enforced engagements and rejections. Classmates were rarely kind and mostly of the ‘noble’ variety—those that ‘taught’ us what different meant. Being bi-racial offered up daily opportunities to reflect on our otherness and viscerally experience the unreliability and superficiality of perception, even our own. Why was it important to choose an identity? Wasn’t being human enough? And, being human, how could we get beyond the bias and see clearly? Was identity connected to purpose? At nine years old, these were questions we desperately wanted answered.

By becoming watchers and listeners at an early age, our need to self-protect jump-started the search for the truth of this human experience. We recognized early that thoughts influence emotions, which in turn motivate action. In the intervening years, we were guided toward wisdom teachings, personal transcendental experiences, and, finally, a spiritual tradition that required dedication and active partnership to engage the benefits hidden within the labyrinth of life.

Now we know that the labyrinth of life is unicursal, so getting lost, like being alone, has no basis in reality. Each biofield is connected somewhere in a quantum reality waiting to manifest perception into experience. So, we’re exactly where we directed ourselves to be at this point in life, in a maze that’s unique to each of us. But unlike an ordinary maze that has physical branching pathways, our labyrinths evolve as we walk—no turn-offs, just curated choices, like quantum probability branches waiting to be weighted as we choose to experience life’s lessons.

The questions we posed at nine years of age were answered around thirty. Parmahansa Yogananda, world teacher and author of Autobiography of a Yogi, told a truth-seeker, “Though the drama of life is governed by a cosmic plan, man may change his part by changing his center of consciousness.” As a species, we could, he professed, “level up”: that is, shift consciousness to a broader awareness to access a cloud of experiences leading more swiftly to the center. What lives at the center of human experience? Freedom. Freedom of the self from ego attachments.

 

With a wall all around
A clay bowl is molded;
But the use of the bowl
Will depend on the part
Of the bowl that is void …

So, advantage is had
From whatever is there;
But usefulness rises
From whatever is not.
— Lao Tzu
excerpt from Blakney’s 1955 translation
The Way of Life, Tao Te Ching

 

Lao Tzu’s wall provides structure for the makings of a bowl, as the body-mind offers scaffolding for the drama of life to play out. However, to attain the “usefulness” that Lao Tzu claims arises “from whatever is not,” we need to affect our own prison break by recognizing opportunities to evolve.

We’re not alone with our struggle. Rare moments of connection-by-light and the peacefulness of unencumbered joy experienced during meditation provide a sporadic love note as a boost to continue the hard work of consciousness growth.

Over the years, we watched people struggle after being confronted with their own biases. It’s natural to resist change. But perceiving that change as a big step towards detachment makes it easier somehow to persevere and not succumb to temptations by taking-a-lateral. Laterals arise out of a lack of devotion to the evolution of self and a limited awareness of the primacy of loyalty to that journey.

Strengthening devotion involves a parallel journey of 1) authentic acceptance of life’s context and content, 2) an increasing ability to adapt to change in the present moment, and 3) an unwavering willingness to expend effort to evolve personally. Trust and allegiance become paramount in an effort to transform a self-oriented sense of loyalty into one that claims all of Life as family. These ways of being may seem fairly clear-cut and reasonable, but we’ve found they are really dense and difficult to execute. Without loyalty, self-awareness remains limited; a sense of the Sacred is blurry. And detachment? Impossible. But loyalty is built upon the broad shoulders of a devotion fortified by an evolving understanding of fidelity and love. There is no cleansing of the body-mind of attachments, perceptions, and dependencies without an expanded acceptance of love and union. What is union but the awareness of Self merged with the greater cosmic awareness that is all creation?

What lives at the center of our human experience? The final freedom. Freedom to choose who you want to be in relationship with every other being. Freedom to know that your path is your own. Freedom to engage with the labyrinth and co-create your future. Freedom to be unconditioned.

About Renée Rolle-Whatley and Ramona Rolle-Berg

Renee Rolle-Whatley, Ph.D. and Ramona Rolle-Berg, Ph.D. are health care researchers and Integrative Medicine practitioners with board certifications in Healing Touch, a biofield-based whole-body healing modality. Their healing approaches focus on partnering with clients to co-create trusting alliances that motivate self-care. As long-term meditators, they are also co-founders of a community intention group that fosters self-awareness through an expanded intuitional heart-based relationship with the world community. Their scientific research investigates the relationships between self-awareness, presence, and connections to the Sacred.

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WYSIWYG

Poem

WYSIWYG


WYSIWYG

“Progress is the realisation of Utopias.”
― Oscar Wilde

Veggie street troughs, walls of algae. Serve yourself sides, pay in plant sweet-talk.
Chips in pets replace leash & cage. Suffering is shunned. Fauna, food no more.
Home-labs grow burgers. Nutrition’s our medicine. Sugar forgotten.

In e-dance centres, acid tests, aya bubbles: souls sprout & entwine.
Minds trip in dream dens, entanglement space travel: new realms, our neighbours.
Knowledge downloaded, inner children learn release. Shadows are embraced.

Higher selves are whole. Basic income guaranteed, everyone creates.
Art swings in fruit trees, chalks foot paths, adorns fences: Civic galleries.
Lyrics write through us, riffs dispensed to fingertips. Collective songs mix.

Sexual slant & gender, flow. Words inadequate, we just choose colours to fit.
Tough kids tantra hard. Sex became divinity, porn became a bore.
Vulnerable’s hot. Love is unconditional, constellations taught.

Holographic shops sate fashion’s craze without trash. Skirts for all, of course.
Cells regenerate. Pharma drugs & crime outdate. Now, we meditate.
Oceans replenished. Free energy accomplished. Human, nature, one.

About Catriona McAlister

Cat McAlister is a poet, environmentalist, and engineer. She performs spoken word with the Barcelona Poetry Brothel (Prostíbulo Poético). In her writing, she is fascinated by the balance of light and darkness. She is currently finalizing her first poetry collection which explores the topic of rebirth through sex, science, and feminine power. Recent publications include the Libro Rojo vol.11, Whirlwind Magazine, and the Other Worldly Women Summer 2020 Anthology.

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In the Garden

Poem

In the Garden


1.

 

 

 

 

And looking up from the book’s page
I am startled by a flurry of black wings
settling over ageratum blossoms
standing numbly in the sun

there is a breeze…..and the crash and roar of metal
the construction site rising up behind
like some crude nest
its white noise hum background for the trills
and chirps of city birds….,this garden
of yellows and pinks
carved out among buildings and concrete walkways

2.

And after the rain the grackles and sparrows
gather at puddles just deep enough
for bird foot wading
dipping heads, fluttering wings,  fast, fast
into the water; dipping in, splashing like children
enjoying a dunk in the pool

one after the other they enter, splash, fly off
wings heavy with wet and glisten
even the jealous, guarded, wood thrush
who comes after all the rest

3.

And there on a bench, sleeping off
his all-night prowling, a man sprawls among newspapers
some extra clothes…..plastic bags…..a mismatched
pair of shoes…..his own crude nest protecting him

Asleep under the trees, the homeless ones —
what do they dream about, these spring afternoons?
do their limbs, like the trees, remember winter’s hard frost
or, do they unclench in the sunlight…..and grow young again?

4.

And the breeze…..where does it carry them
do they dream they are birds flying through endless blue
or, is it hunger that fills them…..raw…..wanting
does the high-pitched fragrance of the flowering locust
incite strange landscapes filled with unwanted memories
disappointments…..uneasy grief
suddenly flashing into anger

turning restively, can they hear the voice in the garden?

And we…..awake
with a book in our hands,  or pacing anxiously along
do we ?

About Michele Belluomini

Michele Belluomini’s poetry has appeared in many print and online journals as well as anthologies. A chapbook, Crazy Mary & Others was a winner in the Plan B Press competition.  Signposts for Sleep Walkers is her most recent volume.  She was one of the winners of the 12th Annual John and Rose Petracca & Family Award for her poem, “La Befana.”  She is Adjunct Library Faculty at Community College of Philadelphia.

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Weeding the Labyrinth

Poem

Weeding the Labyrinth


Weeding the Labyrinth
Hypatia-in-the-Woods, Shelton, WA

June, and the air smells of rotting logs, wet and fecund
like beginnings and endings, with nothing between.

Buttercups have taken hold on the loamy path,
narrowing the trail with their runners.

It’s hard to yank them out, their cheerful innocence
and shiny petals that smell of sunshine.

The taproots of dandelions are entrenched, like grass
that has crossed over from lawn to weed.

I bend to my task, now digging out plantain
with my fingernails—sole of the foot in Latin—

and pearlwort with splayed stems, a mandala
encompassing the world.

Hidden in the forest, a woodpecker drills holes
into a dead tree trunk where insects have taken refuge.

I gather pinecones shuttled onto the path by wind, toss
them outside the labyrinth beneath their mother tree.

This is the work of poets and gardeners:
clearing the path for others

moving steadily, but circuitously
toward the center of the labyrinth—

nothing but weeds in our hands.

About Margaret Chula

Margaret Chula has published twelve collections of poetry – most recently, One Last Scherzo. A featured speaker and workshop leader, she has also served as president of the Tanka Society of America and as Poet Laureate for Friends of Chamber Music. Living in Kyoto for twelve years, she now makes her home in Portland, Oregon, where she hikes, gardens, and creates flower arrangements for every room of the house. Visit her at: www.margaretchula.com

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Taking Turns

Poem

Taking Turns


Taking Turns

My friend goes first,
…………..walks half a dozen steps or more.
……………………….I watch and wait, take my time,
……………………………………enter as she makes the first turn,
……………………….curves back around. Curves are wide.
…………..Turns are tight. The cobble stones,
once burnt red and sky gray,
have aged and weathered
…………..closer to the color of dust.
……………………….Hard to tell apart,
……………………………………I must watch each step, or risk
……………………….veering into her lane.
…………..Head lowered, I study stones,
anticipate her course.
An oddly intimate act,
…………..sharing this planned garden
……………………….of mindful meandering,
……………………………………a convoluted path to center.
……………………….I want to time it so
…………..she has her moment,
unspools when she is ready,
not because I intrude.
…………..Moss like emeralds
……………………….burbles between the stones,
……………………………………light through tree leaves
……………………….marbles the way. Here is a weed,
…………..a tuft of grass. My friend and I
are separate, yet together,
winding and unwinding,
…………..following our course,
……………………….giving each other space,
……………………………………casting shadows, crossing paths.
……………………….A peace, like flute notes
…………..filtering through tall grass,
finds us where we began.

About Ann Farley

Ann Farley, caregiver and poet, is happiest outside, preferably at the beach. Her poems have appeared in several literary journals, including VoiceCatcher, Verseweavers, and RAIN Magazine. She lives in Beaverton, OR.

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Shelterless in the Time of COVID-19

Gallery Homelessness

Shelterless in the Time of COVID-19


I have a deep concern for what is happening with the homeless in Los Angeles, especially in light of the Covid-19 pandemic. I wondered if any programs were offering assistance, and so decided to head downtown with my camera to document what was happening on the street.

My first thought was to put together a photo essay to bring attention to the situation, tell the story.

I have always believed that when shooting, you bring yourself to the photograph, your own feelings, your bias. Yes, the photo is about the subject, however it also about who you are, and how you feel as an artist,  your heart, your compassion.

The gentleman sleeping on the street with his wheel chair as a resting place really moved me.  I wanted to be respectful. There is a tenderness to the image – peace. That was one of the first images I captured and it set the overall spirit for more than a week of shooting.

There is love, and in fact there needs to be love when expressing human suffering. Compassion.

As an African American I am destroyed at times when I see black folks on the street, living at the margins of mainstream society. I recognize that past disparities and inequalities have placed us here as a people.

Simply, therein lies my connection / humanity.

 

 

Gallery

About Keith Smith

Born in New Orleans, Keith Smith graduated from Xavier University of Louisiana in 1983 with a Bachelor of Arts degree in Mass Communications. In 1989 Smith was accepted into the prestigious AFI [American Film Institute] in Los Angeles, where he earned a Master of Fine Arts degree. There he received AFI’s 1991 distinguished Remy Martin Student Scholarship Award. This marked the first time in its six-year inception, that the award was given to a cinematography fellow, and the first time the award went to a first-year student.

Smith began his film career as a camera assistant working with such well-known filmmakers as Oliver Stone and Robert Richardson, ASC. He worked with the pair on JFK, Heaven and Earth, Natural Born Killers, Nixon, and Any Given Sunday. He went onto work with Rob Reiner on a Few Good Men, and Robert Townsend’s comedy, Meteor Man.

Smith is focusing himself on a career in Hollywood as a Director of Photography. His goal is to shoot films that inspire and entertain. Lastly, he is most committed to films that are truthful and authentic in tone.

www.keithlsmithdp.com

 

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Ocean Breeze

Poem

Ocean Breeze


Ocean Breeze

 

A new world streamed

in a skirl of song, in the hum

of the tidal loom. The braiding

of the wind in the wave

in a kiss.

 

All dissolved

in the sift of brine,

the caress of breath.

 

Release

all else. No more

schemes. No more

death… only dreaming

our soft and woven selves…

only ever this.

*

This poetic fragment was inspired by Astrida Neimanis, a Latvian native and now a lecturer at Sydney University, who has coined the beguiling term hydrofeminism. She proposes that our responses to the world should be more in accord with the nature of water. How we imagine ourselves and our relation to the environments that sustain us needs to be more fluid and adaptive, more dynamic, less wedded to rigid categories of thought, and less bound to a language of hard noun definitions.

She says:

We are all bodies of water… We flow through the planet as the planet flows through us …As watery, we experience ourselves less as isolated entities, more as oceanic eddies… The space between ourselves and our ‘others’ is at once distant as the     primeval sea, yet closer than our own skin …. Water is between bodies, but of bodies, before us and beyond us, yet also very presently this body too… Water entangles our body in relations of gift, debt, theft, complicity, differentiation … . 

Neimanis invites us to enquire, then, what it might imply for us to become ourselves as bodies of water, ebbing, fluvial, dripping, coursing, traversing time and space, pooling as both matter and meaning.

How does this transfigure our relations to those forms of life – mineral, vegetal, animal or human – we interpret as other, even as we are embedded in their fields of connection, and they in ours?

About Mike Steward

Mike is a writer, working on various projects – verse translations, articles on modern poetry and ancient texts, and the import of the later plays of Shakespeare. Prior to this, he was active for many years as a child-care consultant, devising and teaching compassionate responses to early trauma. He lives in the ‘wild west’ of England, in Stroud, a haven for artistic dreamers of all kinds, and birthplace of the Extinction Rebellion movement.

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Our Finest Hour, If We Choose

Article Leadership

Our Finest Hour, If We Choose


Expert management is saving lives in this crisis. But we lack leadership. Understanding the difference reveals how leaders create meaning and a better future, even—especially—in our deepest crises.

New York City’s lights went out just after 4pm, August 14, 2003. At first we only knew our office went dark. We looked to each other, then out the window to find the whole city dark. The summer heat crept in. Realizing the futility of staying indoors, we walked 18 flights down and started home.

Blackout, 2003

Power returned piecemeal over the next couple days. During the current multi-year global pandemic, a brief regional problem may seem minor, but so close to September 11th’s second anniversary and so close to ground zero—who knew if terrorists were behind it? What might come next?

We felt lost. Even then, we relied on the internet and our devices, suddenly useless. How would we connect? Would people loot or riot? Could planes land? What held society together? We had to solve many urgent, important problems: to drive without traffic lights, to reach loved ones, and to report emergencies, among others.

Life returned to normal, but for weeks, first seeing neighbors, we asked each other’s stories. To my surprise, nearly all resulted in community and connection. Stockbrokers danced around bonfires in parks with the homeless. Restaurants hosted feasts of food before it spoiled. I hitched a ride to my girlfriend’s.

Making do without technology taught me that many technologies advertised to connect actually separate. Disconnected, we met neighbors. We talked. We interacted. We were pleasantly surprised to find that we liked each other.

The experience led me to choose social media, smartphones, and planes less; farmers markets and walking more. My relationships grew closer and more meaningful. I act more and react less. I learned from later thoughtful reflection. Not everyone reflected, though. People are busy.

But leadership in crises goes beyond the personal. The Cuban Missile Crisis risked hundreds of millions of lives. Imagine you were John Kennedy. You became President just after Fidel Castro rejected elections, signaling totalitarianism. You had learned from World War II never to appease dictators. Experts including the CIA and Joint Chiefs of Staff recommend you invade. Why not follow their advice?

Kennedy did, in what become known as the Bay of Pigs Invasion. It resulted in fiasco. What might you learn from this failure? To invade better?

JFK, on television during a press conference on the Bay of Pigs

Kennedy went further. He recruited leadership experts to train him not just to follow or manage experts, but to lead them. For example, he learned to value viewpoint diversity, seek rival experts, and promote discussion.

18 months later the U.S. discovered the Soviet Union installing nuclear missiles in Cuba. Again, experts advised Kennedy to invade before they believed they could become operational—within days. What else could you do? Kennedy instead used what he learned after the Bay of Pigs. He assembled a team with diverse views—hawks, doves, and more—to discuss. They resolved the crisis without invading.

Today we know the missiles were armed. Invading better might have motivated Castro to launch.

In other words, abdicating leading can increase risk to the highest levels. No risk, however great, justifies neglecting leadership during a crisis. Kennedy’s words after the Cuban Missile Crisis resonate today, “Let us not be blind to our differences—but let us also direct attention to our common interests and to the means by which those differences can be resolved. And if we cannot end our differences, at least we can help make the world safe for diversity.”

In today’s pandemic, expert management is saving lives. It creates ventilators and quarantines. But I see little leadership like Kennedy showed in the Cuban Missile Crisis.

Nobody yet knows what we can learn from this pandemic. We never will if we don’t reflect, ask hard questions, and discuss answers with people with diverse views. If Kennedy could with missiles minutes away, we can now. We’ve neglected to reflect and lead for decades despite clear predictions of greater pandemics and environmental catastrophe to come. Nature keeps showing the predictions accurate.

If our greatest lesson from this pandemic is to stock more ventilators, we learned wrong. We got lucky on our first global pandemic with one that motivates compliance. Future disasters that deplete food, water, or other resources will promote conflict, even war. Like pandemics, they are a matter of when, not if.

Responding to them as Kennedy did in the Bay of Pigs may lead to Cuban Missile Crisis-scale consequences. Historians identify the Bay of Pigs as a failure that taught us to succeed when stakes were higher. Leadership can make COVID-19 our environmental Bay of Pigs.

World war two: British troops evacuate from France as the German army invades 1940; Dunkirk; France

History shows examples we can learn from of leadership under crises on COVID-19 scale. After the Miracle of Dunkirk, Winston Churchill reminded us that “We must be very careful not to assign to this deliverance the attributes of a victory. Wars are not won by evacuations.” Is our greatest goal in COVID-19 merely to mitigate disaster without addressing its cause? Or can we make it a new start, replacing profligate, self-indulgent waste with stewardship and service? Of humbly seeing ourselves within nature, not separate? Of taking responsibility for our behavior affecting others?

We know what causes viruses to mutate and jump to humans, such as encroaching on wildlife territory, densely packing domesticated animals, overpopulation, and overtraveling—practices we are increasing. Should we decrease them? Do we continue allowing factory farms to pass costs of their “efficiencies” to us? Is saving a few cents per pound of meat worth trillions of dollars of stimulus and hundreds of thousands of lives? What are laws for if not to regulate behavior that hurts others?

Mandela in the prison yard

Imprisoned on Robben Island, Nelson Mandela learned Afrikaans, the language of his imprisoners, not to defeat them but to lead them to help defeat Apartheid together. Is nature our enemy? Or our ally against beliefs that we can separate from or dominate it? Are individual actions pointless or can one person inspire the world?

Should we consider acting on overpopulation and overtraveling? Do we value Beijing’s clear skies, Venice’s clear canals, and rediscovering connection through struggle in service of others enough to change a culture that discounts the effects of pollution on others we can’t see? We find we can reduce polluting behavior to protect our own health. If we find a vaccine, will we continue healthier behavior, only in stewardship, not self-preservation?

Kennedy’s quote above continued, presciently, “For, in the final analysis, our most common link is that we all inhabit this small planet. We all breathe the same air. We all cherish our children’s future. And we are all mortal.”

Many have died. Many are suffering. More will come. Is it fair to have to fix problems others started? Is it fair that past generations could do in blissful ignorance things that, if we act responsibly, we must forego? Martin Luther King implored us to “continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.”

Effective leadership can help us create meaning from suffering. In the absence of leadership, confusion, anger and fear arise. Politicians who lead can inspire unity, dedication to service, and cultural transformation, as we saw after Pearl Harbor and on missions to the Moon.

Businesspeople who lead can transform markets from ‘serving growth’ to serving people and communities, like Patagonia’s Yvon Chouinard. Educators who lead can go beyond ‘teaching to the test’ to teaching life skills and resilience, such as Philadelphia’s Science Leadership Academy. Community organizers who lead can build regenerative solutions and civic pride, like Stanley McChrystal proposes in his civilian service year. 

Everyone reading these words has the potential to lead others in their families, communities, organizations, and institutions. If we only hope to maintain behaviors that stop polluting Beijing skies and other results of global cooperation, we can expect these behaviors to disappear when the incentives do. If we learn to lead and lead, we can build on them, perhaps to move to a society built on stewardship, responsibility, and service. Such a result could give today’s suffering meaning.

About Joshua Spodek

Joshua Spodek PhD MBA is a three-time TEDx speaker, #1 bestselling author of Initiative and Leadership Step by Step, host of the award-winning Leadership and the Environment podcast, and professor and coach of entrepreneurship and leadership at NYU and Columbia Business School.

He speaks on leadership, entrepreneurship, and environmental leadership at institutions such as Boston Consulting Group, Google, IBM, PwC, S&P, Children’s Aid Society, the NY Public Library, Harvard, Princeton, West Point, MIT, Stanford, Rice, USC, Berkeley, INSEAD, the NY Academy of Science, and more.

He holds a PhD in astrophysics and an MBA from Columbia.

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Hitching for Hope, with Ruairí McKiernan

Conversation Trust

Hitching for Hope, with Ruairí McKiernan


 

Ruairí McKiernan is a popular podcaster, renowned social campaigner, TEDx speaker, and was recently named one of the top 10 changemakers in Ireland. In his new book, McKiernan embarks on a hitchhiking odyssey with no money, no itinerary, and no idea where he might end up each night. His mission: to give voice to a people emerging from one of the most painful periods of economic and social turmoil in Ireland’s history, known as the Celtic Tiger economy. Hitching for Hope is a manifesto for hope and healing in troubled times. 

 

 

Julian Guderley | We are in special times. It’s the middle of May 2020 as we’re recording this. A lot of people have been in isolation for a long time. So what are some of your practices that give you strength, clarity, and hope on a daily basis?

Ruairí McKiernan | I’m living on Zoom a lot of the time. And that’s a double edged sword, isn’t it? At one level, it’s so stimulating and exciting. And then on another level, it’s so draining and not life affirming. One of the practices that really brings me alive is sea swimming and jumping in the sea. It’s pretty cold, which why it’s so invigorating. The other big one is meditation as a basic, as a staple diet. It’s like air at this point. If I don’t have it, I know that something’s wrong. Well, you can get away with it. Unlike air, you can get away with it for a few days, but it’s a bit like that old analogy of not brushing your teeth and you’ll start to feel a bit grotty. (Not that I’ve never not brushed my teeth!)

Julian | I hear you. I experience meditation in a similar way.

Ruairí | And once that baseline practice is there, I think it diminishes and prevents a lot of unnecessary trouble in the world for me. And I would feel that at a global, national, and social level, the more of us that can practice, the more harmonious each day can be. Now, I am fortunate that my wife is a meditation teacher, so I have a built-in reminder in the house every day.

Julian | That’s better than any app.

Ruairí | Yeah, big time. And better looking as well!

I mean apps are great, and technology is great, but human beings are where it’s at. And I’m all for technological innovation, but there’s also a reminder of how we miss each other and how we need each other. And I think in forced isolation, if anything good is going to come out of it, it might be a resurgence in connection.

Julian | Beautifully put. It’s like we get to learn to become literate about how to use media and how to use our digital tools. Because if we don’t know how to put them away, they turn into a different form of imprisonment. I’d love to start speaking and sharing about your book a bit more and understand this journey that you had a little while ago—hitchhiking around Ireland with no set route. The main theme is hope. And I think a hope is something that is more than ever relevant right now, but what are we actually even hoping for? And is it enough to be hopeful?

Ruairí | I guess people have different understandings of the word hope. It can be attributed to religious practice, it can be attributed to, I guess a passive sentiment, taking a step back and hopig something good is going to happen or the world is going to improve magically, almost. And to an extent, I do believe in that magic—the magic of possibility, the magic of the unexpected. But on the other hand, I also believe in agency. I believe in seizing our power to make things happen and, you might even say, ‘co-create’ the magic.

My understanding of hope comes from that. It comes from a knowledge also of history where we’ve seen how change happens, and how wonderful things happen even in our own lives. I think when we connect with the essence of that truth—of how positive change can occur—then it creates a foundation for hope that is more grounded. It’s not just a naive hope.

When we think of social movements, for instance—whether it be the end of slavery, or the civil rights era, or women’s liberation, or the current rise of the youth climate justice movements—people hoped for those things to happen, and other people got out and made them happen. And I think the more of us that are participating and active, at any level—through conversation, campaigning, podcasting—the better we can weave a quilt of hope around the world where we’re in a hopeful dance.

Rhonda Fabian | In your book, Ruairi, you meet a gentleman who says that he was feeling quite hopeless and then suddenly he met a woman and fell in love. His point was that “hope can be just around the corner.” And it really caused me to contemplate this link between love and hope. You were talking a little bit earlier about meditation practice; I think that hope is also a practice. And so I’d like you to maybe speak about openness and love and hope as practices. What was this practice like for you, of going around Ireland and opening yourself up to strangers?

Ruairí | Thanks, Rhonda. I think you make a very good point around hope as a practice. And a practice implies that it needs tending to, it needs cultivation. And I think that openness does as well. And so thinking back in my own life, I grew up in a rural part of Ireland in the Northeast. And hitchhiking was a practical means of going from point A to point B for many people. It was a country that was less developed, less urbanized, quieter, what some might call poorer, but only by one standard of economic measurement.

And I guess it was a friendly place as well, and openness was very much part of my culture. And there was a collectiveness around how we looked after each other. So hitchhiking wasn’t even a thing. It was just integrated into how we operated. I suppose that informs my worldview and how I traveled elsewhere in the world and how I approached people over the years, in that I just always had an openness to me.

However, I think something happened in my 20s, or a range of experiences occured, similar to what we all experience—when our trust is broken, or we’re let down, or we allow ourselves to become co-conspirators or complicit in our own… ‘closed-ness.’ If you take a compassionate view of that, it’s because we got hurt and we don’t want to feel that again. Well, the edge to that is that we might think we’re protecting ourselves, but we’re actually denying ourselves further enriching experiences.

So, I did recognize that in myself. I’ve seen so much burnout, and that’s a big theme in my book and how it starts off—burnout. And as a founder of a charity in Ireland for many years, I thought I was getting away from that corporate way of being but, in a way, I created the same thing for myself.

That old song, what is it? There’s a song that’s like, “You do it to yourself.” And so we can blame governments or we can blame the ‘Man,’ but sometimes we are the Man that’s creating our own prison.

I think any kind of illness can create an opportunity for an awakening or a remembering, or some sort of profound change. And I think all of these things came together for me around the time of this hitching trip where I wanted to return to that version of myself that I once knew. So, that’s where the openness—and the desire—comes in. And that’s what I want in this world. But we all have to assess our own relationship and complicity in allowing the opposite to continue.

Julian | I’m really curious about that process of trust. I believe part of this current global planetary situation is that we have to relearn how to trust. And so is there something that you could crystallize that’s required for you to have trust?

Ruairi | I think as Rhonda was saying, it’s a practice. It’s a daily practice in humanity. I think you also talked about love. And my podcast is called Love and Courage because I do believe those are two primary forces that I want to hang on to in my own life, that I want to never let go of as an anchor. And I want the courage to remember to manifest that, to wake up every morning and remember who you are and that the operating system is not Zoom, and it’s not work, and it’s not money, and it’s not worry. That the system is one that we’ve signed up to call love. I think everything flows from there. I think that’s where the openness and the connection can come from. I’m not for an instant pretending that I do this well every day, because I am as distracted or more distracted than the average person. I’m attracted to knowledge and people, and that can also be my downfall because I spend my time buzzing around trying to capture all the ideas and have all the conversations, and so I do need to make way for that contemplation. Even as we speak, I have a deep need in me right now to have contemplative time in my life and I’m grappling with this.

Julian | So, we’ve been globalizing as an economy and as a world for some really good reasons along with some really poor side effects. Having cultural identity and rich traditions is one of the most important pieces because that’s what gives us this ability to connect with the Earth, with each other, and with our ancestors. And it seems like it’s getting a little bit lost in this hyper-technological world that we’re in.

Ruairí | There is an understandable desire for rootedness, but sometimes it takes a wrong turn in the form of extreme nationalism. I think we need to address the very real threat that it poses in many countries, whether it be Hungary, or Poland, or Brazil, or the United States. There are certainly echoes of it in the UK, and there are echoes of it in Ireland.

But I think that some of what’s informing it is an innate desire for people to feel more rooted and more connected and to have their primary needs better taken care of. I think what’s been happening over the last 30 years is that we’ve been offered 500 types of the same chocolate bar, and we’ve been developing a billion different apps to mind our mental health. We’re being promised travel, adventure, and happiness at the click of a button! But those aren’t really speaking to fundamental human needs in terms of tending to the garden of our own emotional wellbeing, our own spirituality. There are also the very real needs of healthcare, housing, etcetera. At the end of the day, all people desire are food and shelter. And if those aren’t being looked after, then never mind your 500 types of chocolate bars.

And I think there’s a great moment upon us now whereby all the rules are being disrupted. I would say rewritten, but they’re not rewritten yet. So let’s see what rules we want to put on the legislation books. What new legislation? It’s legislation based on love, on wellbeing, on humanity. And, for that matter, it’s based on the welfare ecology, because that’s the other perfect storm at play here.

It’s all coming at once. And so it’s a catastrophe on the one hand, but it’s also a beautiful moment if we reframe it as a point of a possibility, and I do believe in that. I am hopeful of that, but I’m only hopeful because I see people like you both and I’m connected with enough people around the world that give me hope.

Rhonda | Beautiful. And it reminds me of the phrase “we make the path by walking.” I think how we make our path now is going to define who we become for decades to follow. And on that note, I noticed in your book an emphasis on essential work. How can we learn from this experience to value the work of everyone and to help teachers, nurses, and service people of all kinds to be more seen?

Ruairí | I think what’s being glorified and elevated are in many ways false gods—people on salaries that are many multiples of the people that are deemed to be ‘under them.’ It wasn’t that long ago that the average CEO’s wage ratio to the workers was something like four to one, and then it became 12 to one, and now it’s nearly 100. Regardless of the specific statistic, you can glean the principle.

I guess that’s where the Occupy Movement came from. But the bottom line is a lot of it can be sorted out with income equality. Because income equality can also start at health, housing, and other fundamentals, and I think that’s where we do absolutely need to be careful not to spiritualize our way out of this and say, “We’re all going to meditate and levitate our way around all of this.” There is some hardcore organizing needed here. The worker’s movements have always done that and that’s where trade unions come out of, that’s where the notion of a weekend came from. Once upon a time people worked 80 hours a week, then they worked 60, and then they worked 40. The deal was that you would show up and do your thing even if you didn’t necessarily like it. What you would get in return was some degree of social mobility and time for your friends, for your family. And you could look forward to some form of a nice retirement. And that deal has been broken in so many ways. That’s because the guy at the top is running away with a lot of the loose change that belongs to the workers that helped create that wealth in the first place.

Obviously, many people now are working in the so-called gig economy with the likes of Uber and various other companies that employ people over an app with no proper conditions or entitlements. It’s just not good enough.

And what you can see in the statistics around the coronavirus is that there’s an absolute disproportionate infection rate among low-paid workers and racial dynamics at play as well. Particularly in the US, people of color, particularly African-Americans and Latinx, are massively disproportionately exposed to and affected by coronavirus. So that racial injustice shares an intersection with economic injustice. And Ireland also isn’t immune to this, in that, we’ve become in many ways a low wage economy because we’ve been following that particular, you could say it’s a US model. I don’t know if it’s fair to say it’s a US model, but it’s certainly a model.

I mean, everyone likes to talk about the Nordic countries, but there’s a very good reason for doing so because they have shown that you can have companies, you can have a competitive economy, you don’t have to impose Soviet-style communism. You don’t become North Korea and Cuba and all those places people like to reference. You can still be very open, transparent, and democratic. You can look after everyone’s basic needs and have a good life.

Isn’t what we’re all about—we want to have a good life? And then ideally, we have a good life that is also of service to other people that it’s not just about your own elevation and comfort. And so I’d like to see some of those social values and that conversation come back to the fore as to the vision that we want. And in some ways, this is an age-old campaign that we just have to continue on.

Julian | And it’s also something that we can now see in some parts of the world, like New Zealand for example, where suddenly metrics like ‘wellbeing’ have an influence on what was formerly just profit and capitalistic thinking. And so these values integrated into capitalism might be a great next step. And so my question for you is about your Earth vision and what you hope for that can happen on this planet. Is there something like an Earth vision that’s slumbering within?

Ruairí | I think John Lennon wrote a song about it, so that was good enough for me.

It’s funny—even when I want to go and say “peace and love,” they’re words that have been, in so many ways, almost ridiculed. Why can’t they become the mantra or the vision? I appreciate that a lot of cultural understanding can come from indigenous wisdom. I’m told that First Nations people in North America did think seven generations ahead. And so I like that they were trustees and caretakers of this Earth.

But fundamentally, ecologically speaking, I think we have a mental health crisis from the perspective of depression, anxiety, overmedication, so on and so forth. And that speaks to a very glaring disease at the core, which is ultimately the opposite of wellbeing. I’ve worked in youth mental health and I’ve worked in various mental health campaigns and health promotion, and I’ve seen a lot of the suffering that is out there. And suffering is obviously an innate and understandable part of life. But the level of suffering and the cause of suffering—much of it is unnecessary. So that vision for a society and humanity that is at peace with itself begins with inner peace. 

Do we really want to get back to ‘normal’? For so many people, normal is not a happy place. Normal is like 20 hours commuting every week because they can’t afford housing in the city. And I know San Francisco is big on that and Dublin is the same. And it’s one of the reasons my wife and I moved to the west of Ireland because we were in that whole crazy rents routine. How do you afford those rents or buy a home as a younger couple? Essentially, you need to join a certain type of train that you can’t necessarily get off, even if you want to.

But the quality of life here is so rich because there’s a communitarianism at play, there’s looking out for each other. And there’s also a slower pace because there are fewer places to go and be entertained and less stuff to go and buy. So we have to make our own quality of life with each other. I’m not denying that cities are exciting, good places. I love cities, especially for their cultural diversity. But there is something that rural life can teach us. And I’d like to see cities teaching rural places and rural places teaching cities.

I do feel very hopeful about the United States, even though it’s a challenging time. I’ve met so many great leaders and thinkers in the US, including Joanna Macy and Noam Chomsky, and I’m optimistic. And I think it may be a case we’re experiencing some darkness before the dawn. And this is, as Joanna Macy talks about, the Great Turning. Let’s get out and help it turn.

Rhonda | Ruairi, at Kosmos we look at the world through the lens of transformation. And, for me, Hitching For Hope: A Journey into the Heart and Soul of Ireland is a model for the journey of transformation we all have ahead of us. That will be very much about opening ourselves to human connection. And so, thank you so much for the wisdom of your book and for your journey. We hope to see more of you.

Ruairí | Thanks, Rhonda. Thanks, Julian. And thanks to all the readers and listeners—lots of love to you all.

About Julian Guderley

Julian has a background in intercultural and corporate communication. A German citizen with long-term residence in Canada, speaking five languages fluently, he identifies as a true global citizen. His mandate is to support the successful accomplishments of the SDGs, and create a holistic vision of our Planet Home by interviewing the top #500 Social Impact Makers and Leaders of the world. Julian helps people connect with their true purpose beyond simple success metrics. He is an avid Yogi, long-time mediator, and loves outdoor adventures. He includes among his teachers Philip Moore, Guru Singh, Charles Eisenstein, and others.

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Covid-19 is a Symbol of a Much Deeper Infection

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Covid-19 is a Symbol of a Much Deeper Infection


 

For almost twenty years I’ve been writing about an invisible, contagious death-creating virus that no one is immune to that has been insidiously spreading and replicating itself throughout the human species. This deadly disease is a virus of the mind—the Native Americans call it “wetiko”—that literally cultivates and feeds on fear and separation. A psycho-spiritual illness, it is a psychosis in the true sense of the word, “a sickness of the spirit.” The origin and medium of operations of the wetiko virus is none other than the human psyche. This mind-virus acts itself out through our blind-spots in such a way so as to hide itself from being seen – keeping us in the dark, so to speak. A collective psychosis, wetiko can be envisioned as “the bug” in the system that has been ravaging our species for as long as anyone can remember.

It is a true game-changer to recognize that the coronavirus is literally a materialization in our world—a REVELATION—of the immaterial and heretofore invisible wetiko virus that exists deep within the collective unconscious of humanity. This is to say that what is playing out in the Covid-19 pandemic (with all the various political, social and financial reactions to it in our world, as well as what it brings up inside of our minds) can help us to begin to see the deeper underlying and more dangerous wetiko pandemic—a collective psychological infection—that has been plaguing humanity from time immemorial.

Wetiko is a unique form of mind-blindness that renders us blind to our blindness (i.e., we don’t realize we are blind, but fancy ourselves as clear-seeing). Pointing at wetiko in its own unique way, The Gnostic Gospels says, “The darkness comes to anesthetize the intelligence and spread the cancer of mind blindness.” Seeing how the wetiko mind-virus surreptitiously works—both out in the world and especially within our own minds (which is the only place it can be confronted and potentially dissolved)—is its worst nightmare, for to see it takes away its raison d’etre, which is to perpetuate itself. Seeing wetiko simultaneously dispells its power over us while empowering ourselves. This is why healing the “cancer of mind blindness”—and seeing wetiko—is of such importance. Covid-19 could potentially be the lens that helps us bring into focus and see wetiko.

Multiple Vectors of Transmission

It is a limited and overly one-sided materialistic viewpoint which thinks that Covid-19 is solely a physical virus. Having multiple facets of operation and channels of influence, the virus is multi-dimensional in its impact – it is affecting our world in practically every way imaginable. Besides its obvious physical aspect, Covid-19 also has a psychological vector of transmitting itself into our minds (via our unconscious reactions of fear, stress, anxiety, etc.). The ‘mental’ vector of the virus spreads much more quickly, as it is exponentially more contagious than its biological counterpart, propagating itself through the channel of our shared unconscious blind-spots and fears. In other words, the contagion of fear—the fuel for the wetiko mind-virus that is being inflamed by Covid-19—spreads faster than any physical virus is able to.

Like an entity with many tentacles, in addition to its physical and mental components, Covid-19 also has an interpersonal, behavioral vector of transmission. In other words, in affecting our minds (and thus, how we think and feel), Covid-19 impacts our behavior, which in turn influences how we interact with each other and the world around us. This is to say that the virus deeply impacts the underlying social matrix that fashions human culture, leaving no stone unturned in its effects upon our world.

Like a multi-headed hydra, the virus has a countless legion of effects. In addition to making people physically sick, some of whom die, the virus makes people afraid, creates enormous stress, changes governmental policies around the world, impacts the financial markets, inspires power grabs and profiteering from all sorts of unsavory people and institutions, feeds into and provides a pretext for totalitarian agendas, affects how often we leave our homes, influences what we think about, where we place our attention, what we wear when we go out in public, transforms the way we interact with each other and renders our future completely uncertain, in that it might either destroy our civilization or herald in a new historical epoch. Covid-19 has so gotten into our heads that it has even intruded, in one form or another, into many people’s dreams.

Recognizing that Covid-19 has multiple vectors of transmission opens up our vision to begin to see how—just like a symbol in a dream—the virus is revealing something deeper than itself. Like wetiko, Covid-19 is a field phenomenon, which is to say it doesn’t exist as an isolated entity that independently exists on its own, walled off from the environment, but rather, it exists in relation to and as an expression of the field in which it arises. When we get right down to it, the boundary between where the virus ends and the world begins becomes indistinguishable.

Even though on one level Covid-19 is a physical virus that has seemingly invaded our world, being a field phenomenon means that all of its myriad effects and repercussions throughout every area of our lives are not separate from the virus itself. The virus has an energetic body that extends itself out into the world, and its effects in our world are its expression, the spore prints of its subtle body, so to speak. The irony is that the effect of the virus’ subtle body in our world are anything but subtle. Encoded within the physical pathogen are hidden catalysts that trigger us in ways that are beyond the merely physical.

In other words, the virus triggers reactions within the human psyche to itself, reactions which are not separate from the virus but are part of the virus’ “operational body” (i.e., how the virus surgically operates on us). Just like the rays of the sun are not separate from the sun, but are its energetic expression, all of the virus’ ripple effects into our world (and within our minds) are appendages of the virus’ nonlocal energetic body that are continuous and co-extensive with the virus itself. It greatly behooves us to step out of our dualistic mind-set, expand our limited and fragmented vision and see the actual true nature of the virus from a more wholistic perspective.

For example, if the moon’s reflection appears in the ocean, the image of its reflection in the water can’t be separated out from either the moon, the ocean or the mind that perceives the reflection – they are all part of one whole quantum system. The moon isn’t causing the reflection any more than the ocean (or our mind) is – all of these interrelated factors are interdependently reciprocally co-arising with each other so as to produce the resultant effect (the image of the moon’s reflection in water that is arising within our minds). To think of them as separate parts interacting with each other is a cognitive error preventing us from seeing the deeper whole system that is openly revealing itself through their shared interplay. Or think of the ocean’s waves – the ocean isn’t in any way separate from its waves, the waves are its unmediated expression. The ocean isn’t causing the waves, the waves aren’t the effect of the ocean – the waves ARE the ocean.

The myriad effects on our behavior that the virus has activated throughout human global society are based on our reactions—both conscious and unconscious—to its presence in our world. Our reactions are, in turn, mediated through and shaped by the human psyche, which is the medium of operations for wetiko. This points to that the wetiko mind-virus, at least in part, is influencing our reactions and hence, our behavior—both individually and collectively—to the physical virus. Similar to how at the quantum level—which is to say at the reality level—mind and matter interpenetrate each other so fully as to reveal themselves to be indivisible, the physical virus and the psychological virus are not two separate things interacting, but are inseparable aspects of a greater whole unified quantum field in which mind and matter are one.

In other words, when we contemplate the bio-chemical, physical virus under the microscope of our mind from a whole systems point of view, it becomes impossible to differentiate the physical virus from the psychological virus, as they both reciprocally feed into and off of each other – it is thus impossible to tell where one ends and the other begins. In in-forming and co-ordinating our unconscious reactions to Covid-19, the wetiko mind-virus is like the stage manager behind the scenes, influencing our psychological state and thereby orchestrating our behavior from beneath our conscious awareness. Cloaking itself under the cover of the global pandemic, the wetiko mind-virus is then able to materially incarnate—taking on physical form—into our world by influencing our internal reactions to the physical virus.

The effects of the virus on our world can only be separated out from the virus in thought only, which is to say that the idea that the virus is separate from its effects is just that—an idea—with no basis in reality. The idea that objects exist separate from their effects is an expression of the same unconscious conceptual blind-spot that spawns our sense of self that thinks it exists separate from others and the environment. At the quantum level there is no difference between what something is (its being) and what effects it has (its doing), which is to essentially replace the world of material substances with a world populated by actions, events and inseparable processes in ever-flowing or constant movement.

To view the virus from a whole systems point of view is to recognize that the virus and its eco-system (which in our case happens to be the whole planet) are one seamlessly interconnected whole quantum system with no separable parts anywhere to be found. This is to say that the virus and its myriad effects in our world and within our minds, when all seen together as interrelated aspects of a greater whole, are both literally and symbolically the revelation of something deeper.  This something deeper is the wetiko mind-virus.

Topic of Topics

Imagine if we are somehow able to completely eradicate Covid-19 from the universe and life would return to “normal” and we would return to “business as usual.” We shouldn’t be under any illusions – the world we lived in prior to the advent of the coronavirus pandemic (“the good old days”) was a world gone mad, riddled through and through by wetiko psychosis. It was just easier to deny this, as our madness had become normalized. Wetiko had rendered us oblivious to our own madness, compelling us to act against our own best interests in a self-destructive way. It was a world, due to our wetiko-inspired madness, in which we were enacting collective suicide on a mass scale (for example, destroying the biosphere, the life support system of the planet), rushing as fast as we could towards our own self-destruction.

The emergence of the coronavirus into our world can be just another distraction from the deeper, more deadly wetiko mind-virus that has forever plagued our species, or it could be recognized to be the very revelation of this mind-virus, finally exposing it to the disinfecting light of day. How it actually manifests depends upon whether we recognize what it is potentially revealing to us or not.

It should get our attention that every person or group of people that have discovered wetiko (by whatever name we call it) unanimously consider it to be the most important topic (it has been called “the topic of topics”)—there’s not even any competition—to understand in our world today. Wetiko is at the very root of every crisis we face – climate change (including our lack of response, our confusion around the topic and the hidden agendas attached to it), the threat of nuclear war, social injustice, political malfeasance, financial corruption, endless war etc. Called by many different names throughout history, the spirit of wetiko renders every other issue secondary, for wetiko is the over-arching umbrella that contains, subsumes, informs and underlies every form of self-and-other destruction that our species is acting out seemingly uncontrollably in our world today on every scale. The less wetiko is recognized, however, the more seemingly powerful, and dangerous it becomes. If we don’t come to terms with what wetiko is revealing to us, however, nothing else will matter, as there will be no more human species.

Both the coronavirus and the wetiko virus share a similar evil genius as far as how they covertly operate. Just like a physical virus isn’t really alive by itself, but needs to hijack and colonize living cells to replicate itself in order to take on a semblance of life, the same is true for the wetiko mind-virus. Wetiko, like a vampire, can’t live on its own vital force, for it has none. Instead, it takes on a seeming life of its own through feeding on the fear and sense of separation it elicits in people. Once someone falls under wetiko’s deadly spell, they become the unwitting purveyors of this virus of the mind to the world.

In his recent article in Kosmos Journal,Searching for the Anti-Virus: Covid-19 as Quantum Phenomenon,” Martin Winiecki writes, “Wetiko – often referred to as a mind virus – propagates the deep-seated illusion of seeing oneself desperately confined to the cage of a separated ego. From this perspective of isolation, others appear either as competitors or as prey. In a worldview in which fear is the basic condition, fight and exploitation seem rational, empathy ridiculous and sentimental…. Wetiko has numbed our hearts, blurring our ability to perceive both the sacredness and the pain of life, both outside and inside ourselves. Innumerable beings are perishing due to this chronic inability to feel empathy.” On one level our common enemy is Covid-19, but on a deeper level our shared adversary is our unconscious ignorance of our inter-connectedness with each other. It is this very ignorance and the fear that accompanies the physical virus that is the food for the wetiko mind-virus.

ME Disease

Before finding the name wetiko, I had been tracking this seeming entity and realized it was a self-perpetuating aberration of the human ego, so I called it “Malignant Egophrenia” (a.k.a., “ME disease”). The essence of ME disease is to mistakenly identify with a fictitious identity, a false version or imposter of ourselves, through which we become an impersonator of our true self (this is why wetiko is referred to as “the counterfeiting spirit” in The Apocryphal texts of The Bible). If we fall under the thrall of wetiko/ME disease, we unconsciously use the creative genius of our own mind to imprison ourselves into a limited, constricted identity in which we think—and compulsively recreate and endlessly reinforce the illusion—that we exist as a “separate self” that is alien to the rest of the universe. We then grasp onto this false identity, defending it at all costs, and yet, this “self” that we are protecting doesn’t even exist in the way we’ve been imagining it does. In essence, we are then investing—and wasting—our life-force in contracting against and obstructing our own light due to something that has no actual existence except in our imagination. This is simultaneously the cause and the effect of wetiko psychosis.

In this “self”-created and endlessly self-perpetuating process—which is both an expression of and results in not knowing who we truly are—we then try to find answers to our self-created problems that are the result of our disoriented viewpoint by looking outside of ourselves. This takes us away from both the source and solution of the problem, which is within ourselves. When this plays out not only within the individual, but collectively as a species, the whole thing becomes madness on an industrial scale, as we see evidenced all around us in the world today. The whole benighted project(ion) is not just sponsored by wetiko, it is the revelation of wetiko for those who have eyes to see.

I first learned about the word wetiko from Professor and indigenous author Jack Forbes in his classic book on wetiko called Columbus and Other Cannibals. Forbes writes, “For several thousands of years human beings have suffered from a plague, a disease worse than leprosy, a sickness worse than malaria, a malady much more terrible than smallpox…. Tragically, the history of the world for the past 2,000 years is, in great part, the story of the epidemiology of the wetiko disease…. This disease is the greatest epidemic sickness known to man.” In his foreword to Forbes’ book, author and environmental activist Derrick Jensen asks the question, “Why is the dominant culture so excruciatingly, relentlessly, insanely, genocidally, ecocidally, suicidally destructive?” Oftentimes, the most important thing is to ask the right question. Make no mistake, Jensen’s question is the right question. The idea of wetiko helps us get a handle on how to answer it. The idea of wetiko—with its new way of envisioning what is happening in our world—has a real benefit and utility, helping us wrap our minds around the current madness that is overtaking our planet.

Wetiko can be conceived of as being an evil, cannibalistic, vampiric spirit that inspires people under its sway to take and consume another’s resources and life-force energy solely for their own profit, without giving anything back of value from their own lives. Wetiko thus violates the sacred law of reciprocity in both human affairs and the natural world as a whole.

Forbes refers to wetiko as “the sickness of exploitation.” When people are infected with the wetiko-mind virus, instead of entering into relationship and sacred partnership with the world, they think of the world as an object separate from themselves to be used and exploited for their own benefit, a perspective which simultaneously turns them into objects as well. This results in them losing awareness of their inter-connectedness with the web of life. To quote Alnoor Ladha and Martin Kirk from their article called “Seeing Wetiko: On Capitalism, Mind Viruses, and Antidotes for a World in Transition, “Wetiko short-circuits the individual’s ability to see itself as an enmeshed and interdependent part of a balanced environment and raises the self-serving ego to supremacy.” It is thus particularly dangerous when those who are taken over by wetiko are in positions of power. To quote Forbes, “if we continue to allow the wetikos to define reality in their insane way we will never be able to resist or curtail the disease.”

Totalitarian Psychosis

Though unfamiliar with the indigenous name wetiko, C. G. Jung was well aware of this pathology, referring to it in many different ways (for example, oftentimes referring to the dangers of psychic epidemics, the germ of evil, totalitarian psychosis, imperialistic madness, counterfeiting spirits, powers of darkness, the demon of sickness, etc.). The spirit animating the wetiko mind-virus has been creatively symbolized in as many ways as can be imagined by many great artists, scientists, thinkers and philosophers, and certainly by every spiritual wisdom tradition known to humanity.

Like a cancer of the mind that metastasizes, in wetiko disease a pathological part of the psyche co-opts the healthy parts to collude in propagating itself while concurrently draining its host. When wetiko colonizes and commandeers the executive function of a psyche, it forms a “shadow government” of the psyche that dictates to the ego. If left unchecked—which means we don’t become conscious of the hostile takeover that’s happening within our minds—wetiko will transform us into one of its unwitting instruments to spread and replicate itself in our world. We then become made in the virus’ image – a zombie, one of the walking dead. What happens within an individual psyche that has fallen under the spell of wetiko can be a looking glass through which we can re-cognize how this mind-virus is acting itself out in the world at large, as both the microcosm (the individual) and macrocosm (our species) are reflective iterations and expressions of the same deeper fractal pattern.

The wetiko mind-virus has the unique ability to extend itself out into the external world where it is mysteriously able to influence, in-form and configure events in the outer, physical world so as to synchronistically reflect—and reveal—the internal state of the psyche that is under its thrall. This is to say that wetiko, though originating within the human psyche, reveals itself via the medium of the outside world. The world-wide coronavirus pandemic is reflecting—just like a dream, where the outer dreamscape is a symbolic expression of the inner state of the dreamer—an unconscious process that is happening deep within the human psyche.

One of Jung’s primary monikers for wetiko was “totalitarian psychosis.” The internal landscape of the wetiko-ridden psyche is mirrored in the external world, for example, through the disturbing and undeniable trend towards totalitarianism—both in the United States and around the world—with its ever-increasing centralization of power and control. When we are not in touch with our intrinsic creative power, the external power of the state is more than happy to pick up our unconscious agency for us and use it against us for its own ends. If we marginalize our own internal authority, we dream up external totalitarian forces to limit our freedom and create our experience for us, as we see throughout the world today. In other words, there is a direct and immediate correlation between what is going on inside of our psyche and how our experience of the world manifests.

Covid-19 as Symbol

In the coronavirus pandemic the formless spirit of the wetiko virus has taken on corporeal, full-bodied form and become visible. Analogous to the shadows on the wall of Plato’s cave, the physical outbreak of the coronavirus is like a lower-dimensional shadow projected into our world cast from an archetypal or higher-dimensional realm. Studying the shadow (the coronavirus pandemic) within its proper context—i.e., relative to what it is an emanation and re-presentation of—helps us begin to understand the deeper higher-dimensional process (the wetiko virus) that is revealing itself through the pandemic.

In his recent article, Winiecki asks, “What if Covid-19 weren’t a danger independent from our minds and souls … [something] we’ve collectively summoned into existence? An embodiment of something buried deeply in the realms of the collective subconscious that we haven’t, so far, been able to comprehend? A living symbol of a much deeper infection?” What if, as Winiecki suggests, we have unconsciously called forth and summoned—”dreamed up”—Covid-19 as a symbol to potentially reveal the much more dangerous underlying infection (wetiko) that exists within the collective unconscious of humanity that we as of yet haven’t been able to see because it is taking place deep within the dark depths of our unconscious. Symbols—which are an emanation of, and the doorway to, something deeper within us—are the language of dreams. It is notable that recognizing that the world is speaking symbolically (i.e., just like a dream) is the viewpoint that literally connects us with a more fundamental level of reality.

Winiecki wonders, “How has the specter of Covid-19 been able to haunt 7.5 billion people and bring the world to a standstill in no time at all? Because the narrative massively resonates with something latent that is both teeming and deeply suppressed in people’s subconscious.” Similar to how a symbol in a dream resonates with, speaks to and invokes something in the dreamer, it is not an accident the “specter of Covid-19” has been able to “haunt” humanity. It is only able to have this profound effect on us collectively because it is touching something that is alive and actively at work deep within our unconscious.

Winiecki’s article came out the same day that my article “Quantum Medicine for the Coronavirus” was released. This synchronicity got my attention; we were clearly thinking along similar lines. To quote Winiecki, “Much more than just a difficult trial for humanity, the Covid-19 outbreak also holds the possibility for collective healing from the predatory mass infection of Wetiko. We can make sense of it as a global somatization – or symbolic simulation – of the underlying wetiko disease.” In other words, Covid-19 is a symbolic yet also full-bodied re-presentation on the world stage of the underlying immaterial wetiko mind-virus that is playing out behind the scenes.

The paradox is that wetiko, in its mercurial and trickster-like aspect, uses and exploits the projective tendencies of our mind to hide itself, and yet, it is through its symbolic projections and emanations of itself into our world—such as the coronavirus—that it paradoxically discloses and reveals itself. And yet, even though wetiko is literally staring us in the face via Covid-19, this mind-virus induces a psychic blindness within us—an occlusion in and to our consciousness—such that we don’t recognize its revelation. Left unseen, wetiko wreaks untold havoc in our world. It can’t be emphasized enough – the beginning of the cure for wetiko is to see it.

It is not a question of trying to convince people that they are not seeing clearly—this rarely seems to work—it is more a question of teaching people the art of seeing. There is a way of “translating” our experience of the global pandemic—with all its multitudinous effects—so as to help us see the wetiko mind-virus that is at the root of the pandemic that, if left unseen, will continue in its devastating effects upon both our world and our minds. Jung spent his whole life arguing for the profundity of what he calls “symbolic awareness” – which is based on recognizing that this universe we live in is an unfolding revelation, a living oracle that is continually speaking symbolically, just like our dreams at night do. When seen as a living symbol of a much deeper infection, Covid-19 opens up both our eyes and our minds to see this deeper infection – the wetiko mind-virus.

Seeing wetiko instantaneously changes it, ourselves and everything else as well. Being a mind-virus, wetiko’s channel of operation is through our awareness, or lack thereof. When we become aware of wetiko, however, the light of our awareness neutralizes wetiko’s primary power over us, which derives from operating within the shadows of our mind outside of our awareness. Once we become aware of how this mind-virus affects our awareness, it can no longer work its black magic through our awareness in the same way. Of course, we have to continually cultivate a clear and mindful awareness capable of seeing wetiko’s malign influence so as to inoculate our own mind from this stealthy and continually shape-shifting plague of the mind. Our awareness of wetiko becomes the vaccination against the disease.

The Power of Dreaming to Our Rescue

Our night dreams—which are clearly a manifestation of the unconscious—can teach us how to proceed. When we are unconscious of something, the unconscious content will literally become symbolized and get “dreamed up” in our dreams again and again in a variety of (dis)guises (oftentimes in a series of recurring dreams), until we begin to recognize what the symbol is re-presenting and touching within us. In psychology speak, we can then own this content as belonging to us, integrating within ourselves what it is reflecting to us, thereby expanding our consciousness and enlarging our sense of self.

For example, when we are unaware of an unconscious content—such as the part of our mind that is under the thrall of wetiko—it hides in identification with us, or to say this differently, we become unconsciously identified with it. In other words, when we aren’t seeing wetiko, it has taken on our form such that it becomes the lens through which we see the world, which renders its existence invisible to us. People who are afflicted with wetiko have no idea there’s anything askew within them – wetiko inspires people under its spell to project their inner situation outwards and see the problem (as well as their own shadow) as being outside of themselves. Once we turn our attention away from the source of the problem, which is always within ourselves, however, this mind-virus can then act itself out through our blind-spots without restraint.

The good news is that when an inner, unconscious and destructive content of the psyche such as wetiko gets dreamed up and appears in the outer world in physical, objectified and encapsulated form—such as in its revelation of itself via the Covid-19 pandemic—something is becoming available to us that, if recognized, can free us from the tyrannical hold the previously unconscious content (wetiko) had on us. Once we become aware that the manifestation of the physical virus in our world is mirroring back to us a more fundamental underlying mental virus, we can self-reflectively put our attention on what within us is being reflected by the external virus. By doing so, the unconscious energy that was bound up (as if being held hostage) in the compulsive re-creation of the mind-virus becomes available to be channeled constructively and expressed creatively in a way that, instead of keeping us stuck, serves our individuation and continual evolution.

Realizing the correlation between the Covid-19 outbreak and the wetiko mind-virus is to begin to recognize the dreamlike nature of our predicament, where, just like a dream, our inner situation is actively mirrored by and reflected through the outer world. Recognizing the connection between the inner and outer dimensions of our experience sheds light on the crucial and active role that the psyche plays in the creation of our experience. Never before in all of human history has our species been forced to confront the numinous, world-transforming powers of the psyche on so vast a scale.

Recognizing the role of our psyche in all of this isn’t a passive realization, however, but, being a realization that takes place within the psyche itself, simultaneously activates and unlocks the very creative nature of the psyche that we are recognizing. In other words, this realization isn’t abstract, intellectual or theoretical, but rather, is a felt-sense that directly connects us with and helps us access the enormous creative power each of us—knowingly or unknowingly—carries within us. This insight by itself is just the beginning, however, for we are then called to carry and embody our inner realization into the outer world in our own uniquely creative way.

Our world has become surreal beyond belief. Who would have imagined—in their wildest dreams—that our world would have changed so dramatically in so short a time? In his recent article, Winiecki concludes, “if there’s one thing that Covid-19 has taught us, it is that dramatic shifts of collective behavior can actually occur overnight.” Seen through the eyes of symbolic awareness, Covid-19 reveals to us just how fluid, impermanent and malleable the underlying structures of our world are, as well as how unpredictable and dreamlike our ever-changing experience of the world really is. Seeing the dreamlike nature of our universe helps us to realize that it is not just the coronavirus that is revealing the more fundamental and dangerous wetiko mind-virus, but in addition, the entire universe is itself a continuous living revelation offering us everything we need in order to wake up, if only we have the eyes to see.

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About Paul Levy

A pioneer in the field of spiritual emergence, Paul Levy is a wounded healer in private practice, assisting others who are also awakening to the dreamlike nature of reality. He is the founder of the “Awakening in the Dream Community” in Portland, Oregon. Among his books are The Quantum Revelation: A Radical Synthesis of Science and Spirituality (SelectBooks, May 2018), Dispelling Wetiko: Breaking the Curse of Evil (North Atlantic Books, 2013), and the upcoming Seeing Wetiko: Healing Our Mind Blindness (Inner Tradition, Fall 2021). An artist, he is deeply steeped in the work of C. G. Jung, and has been a Tibetan Buddhist practitioner for over 35 years. He was the coordinator for the Portland PadmaSambhava Buddhist Center for over twenty years.

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